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August 29 better~hi blog,
am feeling better now.. i guess talking crap and talking nonsense or rather just TALK makes me happier.. it must be because i bottled up everything and did not talk for the day which made me feel so miserable just now..
i'm glad i managed to talk to my friends and seniors at workplace just now..
qing
what's wrong?hi blog.
what's wrong? i seriously don't know what is wrong with myself.. has been feeling rather depressed these days and the problem is i don't know why i feel this way.. does the problem lies with my social network? or is it the stress from work? or is it the pressure from school modules?.... -_-l!l i really don't know!!!
i was extremely insulted when i met someone just now.. i know i shouldn't be feeling this way.. but i just dunno why...let me just name the person A since i do not want to spell it out who it was.. i walked pass A and called out to A.
A goes like this.. "OH MY GODDDDDD.. WHY ARE YOU HERE?" (i wondered if i was sensitive.. but what i noticed from A's expression was that A was not feeling surprised because it's been quite a long time since we met.. but what i felt was that A was surprised that i was in NTU and how did i ever get in..) that's what made me felt so pissed.. it's rather hard to explain but i had a feeling that A's expression had a kind of "despise" element in it.. i was feeling rather upset for the whole bloody day already and with that kind of expression i got from A almost crushed me..
i guess my system is breaking down real soon.. i have to get it repaired and move on..
i realised i have not been feeling very happy since i started school..i've always been independent and seldom rely on others..so being independent in school shouldn't be a problem to me.. but i just dunno why i feel so unhappy......or was it not unhappy but something else?
i dunno what i can do to make myself as happy as before.. i guess crying out does help~ but will it last?
qing August 27 杨家将hi blog.
watched 杨家将 on Sunday night.. It was very thought-provoking and disturbing as the episode that night was a battle the yang warriors had with the liao army at 金沙滩。。the battle was a fierce and bloody one with the yangs facing a dire situation when the liao army 使出奸计. it was heart-breaking to see how the yang brothers died one by one when the liao army used cruel and “非君子”methods to kill them. i was almost entirely "absorbed into the tv" and felt such an ache in my heart.. i guess i have been too 投入 into the tv serial even though i knew that it's just a show..戏里的演员把角色演得如此好，整个打斗场面也十分逼真，让我无时无刻都会想到杨家将壮烈的牺牲和打斗的情景。。可见戏剧的影响力有多大。。
人生如戏，戏如人生。。不要说演员不能从戏里全身而退。。就连我这个看戏的旁观者也无法抽离。。有时真是无法把“人生”与“戏”分开来谈。。
人生戏，戏人生。。。
感触良多的
qing
August 24 Beijing Olympics 2008!hi blog.
the Beijing Olympics closing ceremony was a spectacular one! Millions of people have put in so much effort for the four long awaited years which lasts for 16 days.. it was quite touching when the Olympics flame faded off.. I sort of regretted not catching the Olympics Opening Ceremony 16 days ago.. It must have been a great memory for all Chinese in the world. Well done Beijing! It has done all Chinese proud~
qing August 22 mood~hi blog.
i'm back again after quite some time..
school stuffs have been suffocating me.. i guess not juz the school stuffs, tuitions and all other random stuffs ARE making me feel quite terrible.. it's quite true that nowadays i don't laugh my heart out as often as before.. i guess i have to really cry it out before i go crazy..
maybe i seriously need some rest~
空虚的心灵需要好好调试好吧~
qing August 13 updates updates! Southern Ridges!hi blog.
it's been a long time again since i last updated..have been rather busy with school and tuitions that i hardly come here to pen down anything.. in fact, i had been checking my webmail and studentlink now and then even though there's really nothing much to check.. hahhaa. maybe i'm being too paranoid as there's sudden overwhelming stuffs to complete.. anyway.. i will adapt to it soon i hope!
actually i'm quite worried as i've not formed any clique ard in my course! i juz have 1 to 2 friends ard.. shit!! i gonna look for more lonely people to join me.. =x anyway, hope everything goes well~
i'm actually here to blog about my trip with rf and ky to the Southern Ridges (SR) on sunday! we had a great and adventurous Sunday!:) whee! we had our late lunch at botak jones before heading to west coast park at 4 plus.. the weather was rather good as it was windy provided it didn't rain and get us all wet.. and thanks to Uncle ky, he made us walked quite a few 冤枉路。。but other than that.. he's great with providing us insect repellant and motivating us to continue walking.. though me and rf were complaining that we had been walking for too long.. hahhaa.. and of course not forgetting how he kept us calm when we took the very dark and isolated paths when the sky turned dark..
we just started..all high and mighty at west coast park!
 hahaha.. when we reached clementi woods after walking for quite some time~
the 2 golden horse award actor and actress trying to act and of course not forgetting the jumping scene that we promised ourselves!
jump with style! :)
we climbed all the way up to the top of Clementi Woods...
then entered...
NUS!
look at our contrast! NUS girl vs NTU girl~ :P we managed to find a narrow pathway.. which leads us to this~
a very isolated path in NUS.. can you imagine it?
~We are K.Q.R~ woohooo!!
*Unglam-ed* after quite some time, we got out of the super long and winding path out to the main road.. and went into another 鸟不生蛋的地方-- science park and we continued walking.. not knowing whether we will ever reach our destination.. we walked and we walked... tada!!
introducing the lake at kent ridge park~ and of course 自拍 by rf！
it was getting late by then.. we continued walking up hoping to reach the hort park...
the photos taken were fantastic!
afterwhich, we decided to head back... the path down the hill was extremely scary.. quiet, isolated and not a single soul in sight except the 3 of us~ finally we found a staircase which led us out! phew~
photo taken at vivo! :D Southern Ridge part 1 圆满完成! looking forward to part 2~ yEah! Qing~
ps: wishing granny a speedy recovery~ *praying hard* hoping all goes well! |
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